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I hate letting people down even those I’ve never met

Quitting my freelance job was hard!

Marisha-Jay
4 min readFeb 16, 2022
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Putting yourself first shouldn’t make you feel guilty but it does. At least it does for me.

I recently got an editing job and it was quite a difficult process just to get accepted to the training stage.

However, not long after I got another job with the charity I volunteer for. I’ve just had my first couple of weeks and I am over-the-moon happy with this opportunity. It feels like a step in the right career direction (finally) and I am working with an amazing team whilst doing interesting and rewarding work (who knew jobs like this existed).

The problem I found is I couldn’t do both roles, or maybe I just didn’t want to.

I originally decided to go through the training stage for my freelance role whilst starting my new job. During my first week, I did 8 hour days having numerous video meetings plus 2 or 3 hours extra of editing work. The editing job came with a 35-page style guide. Let’s just say I was tired!

I kept telling myself just to make it through the training stage and see what happens, but what then? I’d be working full-time and then fitting in extra hours in the evenings and weekends to work on editing.

Marisha-Jay
Marisha-Jay

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