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The Guilt of Freelancing
It’s hard to not work a 9–5
For the most part I love freelancing. Whilst there are certain things about having a standard job that are easier (such as knowing how much you’ll get paid each month) for the most part I wouldn’t change a thing.
However, I didn’t realise freelancing came with a lot of guilt.
There seems to be an idealised image of the freelance world portrayed online. It’s usually shared by people who have escaped the mundane routine typing happily from a beach now that they are a digital nomad. It can make people still trapped in a ‘regular’ job jealous and makes freelancing seem perfect.
It turns out the reality of working this way is a lot harder.
People who hate their jobs are now jealous of me
A lot of people feel trapped in the world of work, I know I did. So, when someone ‘escapes’ it can lead to jealousy. Friends and family now see me as someone who has left a situation they are still stuck in.
I was ignored when I handed in my notice at my last job, by people who also wanted to work from home but didn’t have the same ability to quit.
Resentment is a hard burden to bear. I love not having to commute or sit in an office doing a job I don’t love and I feel…
